Still want be faithful? '09

I still want be faithful? I dont know. Maybe will got some people will say me idiot. But, I dont know if i still be faithful got use? I'm not the best choice to him. I think still got many good girl like him baa. I really didt got any faith to keep his heart forever. But I still very love him now. I think in the future will also baa. I still will wait him till he finish his study. But i dont know till that time he still will love me or not. Maybe will, maybe will not. Something happened make me didt got any faith to keep you forever. But i'm trying to forget the thing was happened before. Maybe long time already I will didt care about this thing dy. Although I tell you i didt care before, but I feel I still got abit care. Erm, sorry, I cheat you before. I really dont want cheat you de, sorry. I'm so sorry on this thing.

Maybe the time can let many thing go baa, but not now.I need some time to forget this thing. Sometimes when I thinking of you, I still will think that thing, still feel hurt. But more awhile I will nothing dy. I will try to always remember the happy thing between us. The bad thing i will try to forget it, didt remember anymore.

Hope you can help me be more faithful again! If you still care about me. xuan<3Jia Hoe
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