I feel JEALOUS and REGRET! '09

You say right, i'm a "xiao qi gui"! I hate myself. Just now when I view your photo, I feel jealous. And I feel very regret, because last time I always dont want take photo with you. Now, when I see other girl can take photo with you, I feel jealous. Dont know why, before I think I can dont care about it. But now, I know I cant. I just cheat myself. What let you go!, What never regret!, its just I cheat myself only. I feel want cry now. I want cry! I want cry! I want cry! I cry because I feel regret why last time dont want cherish you. I really very regret. This's my fault! This my fault! This my fault! This my FAULTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

Anything I can do now? Who can tell me? I think nobody can tell me, its my own thing. Nobody can help me. I dont know I want how just can be faithful anymore. Bearing? I can do it? I really can do it till you finish your study? I feel abit, Erm. Dont know want how to say it. But now, I still can bearing it. I'll try to be faithful. I'll try to waiting you finish your study. I promise de thing, I'll do it. Hope you too. Maybe this time just a stumbling stone. I'll try to overcome it. Hope you can support me if you still cares about me. I need your support. I really need it. It can help me to be succesful. Erm.

Goodnight. Sweetdream. Xuan, you can do it! Dont so easy to give up! You can do it! And pls always remember he say de thing. Dont forget it. It will be your impetus. Try to be generous. You can do it! GAMBATEH! JIA YOU! Xuan!
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