arrr...everyone have their own experience actually. Somemore, no one's experience is full of happiness or even sadness. Maybe it's just a obtacle for us, i means for the guys who had the more of sadness experience. Even they guys who had the sadness experience before, but they will have a happiness life soon. Noo forever sadness! And noo forever happiness too!

"Yesterday was history, Tomorrow is mystery"! I'm extremely agree for this! However, I also cant control myself to recalled the abandoned lurve. Suffering! Hate =(( Recalled for the stupid memories!! Recalled for the most sadness and unforgottenble memories! I'm using 1 year more to try to forget it actually. But, what was the decision recently?? " I KNOW I CANT"! Sighhhh** It's suffering me always! Stay at my mind always!!! Shit me!!! Hate myself!

Hmmm..maybe the time really can dilute all the thing. Maybe I need more and more and more time! Sometimes, i'm envy others couple that can comply with their promise! How about me??!! What a situation of me???!!! Just let he break the promise!!! I HATE PROMISE JUST FROM LAST TIME! I dont trust for any promise now!! Because, it's just a JOKE! Ishhhh!!

If eu wanna promise, perhaps eu dont want break it! And it's no a joke actually! If eu think it's a joke, then please dont promise anything!! Because if the ppl that trust eu, but eu break the promise, the ppl will hurt deeply! It's just my advise for me and others who understand of me.

What a suffering mind I'm having right now!!!
Hate ppl who like to break promise!! Ishhh!





xoxo,
K A L Y N, THE ABANDONED LURVE
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