All the thing will being like that izzit my fault?? All the thing! 我没料到我所失去的，竟然是我的所有. I'm very regretful of this. Sooo sorry. =( And maybe it's my luck. God never ,wont bless me and will not bless me anymore. =((

Mood really become down and down and down now. No smile, no talking. It's just the sadness expression on my face now. How can I do anything without a good mood now?? I just know I cant. It's just my personality. =((

I admit it's my fault now. Because I really never expect the thing will become like so S*. Dont hope that I will lost all the thing. Whatever I have. Before, I will feel i'm so happiness and lucky because I still have al the thing even without "you". But now, I'm just live in the moody, sadness and unfortunately life. I know i still have her*, but I really feel I'm lost all my lurvely thing now. I wish I can get back all the thing now. But maybe it's impossible to me now dy. Even regretful also useless dy. I'm just alone. =((

Actually I'm having alot of thing wanna say out, but since I'm start to write this post, my mood become down, more down, more and more down, more and more and more down. So I'm really noo mood now. It's just the 2nd time that I feel like that. The 1st time wil at last year. =( It more hurt to me. This be the 2nd time. Even no more hurt than 1st time, but it enough sad feeling that I'm having. =((

Moody,

KALYN